Choosing Joy

Even when it's difficult. 

I was thinking we are swayed by everything and everyone so easily. 

Very easily swayed.....and turned to confusion. 

Let's be swayed by beauty, and joy. Let it be where only the beauty in things capture us. I pray that the beauty around us be BOLD, that it's almost too loud not to notice. 

BE

Learning not to be such a jerk. Learning to accept my imperfections and love my sharp edges. It's a humbling process to accept what a not nice person you are and BE willing to work towards change. Love always 

waiting room

Sometimes I think if "this" happened, I would be more compassionate. Or if I had "this" I would be a better person.

Apparently I am in need of an item to be become "whole." There is this fixation of not being complete....and I don't think it has to do with missing something. It has to do with my current status, my current being. 

I am aware I need something else. It just so happens to be Jesus, but He's never my first choice. 

"Cuz I know you’re God
And you hold the key and you could get me out of here in a moment
And that’s just the deal you aren’t getting me anywhere but here"

I guess there is good in writing (or typing) things out. I've come across many themes of "waiting" And I realized I've been waiting....for someone, something. And this waiting has been in vain, because the person I need to seek has no waiting room. There is no need to wait when I have access to Jesus...

"Cuz more than the answer, I need You
Cuz more than the answer, I need YouIf this is what it takes to talk to You, let it be"


Misty Edwards- Waiting Room
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tV_PFWbkG3U